Oh How I Miss France.

[Le Marché, Brittany France]

[Luchon, Pyrenées]

[Louvre]

[La place de la Concorde in forefront, L'Arc de Triomphe and La Défence in background]

It was this time last year when my heart was FILLED to the brim with excitement. Not only was I getting set to graduate, I was heading off to New York City for a 4 day adventure with my beautiful Mother and packing my bags for a two month journey to France with my French boyfriend and his very French family. 

Where is that excitement this year??

Okay so maybe I'm a tad spoiled and I've set my expectations for summer too high, but to be honest, I also think I'm just feeling a bit lost right now.

I have this nagging yearning for change in my life.

I don't want to just work this summer.(As nice as working for your parent's is!)

I don't want my hair to be long and plain brown anymore.

And I need to figure out some sort of direction to take my life in... 

I guess I was just kind of hoping all the pieces of my life would be starting to fall into place by now. 

SO I've decided to take action.

Stop waiting for pieces to fall, and make things happen for myself.

Why shouldn't I lighten my hair? 

Why shouldn't I bring adventure into my life this summer, and not only this summer, but why not make my entire life an adventure? 

What is holding me back??

I think I'm going to end up in Europe. Just saying...

I think that's where I'll end up eventually. 

When the moment is right. I will be there. 

It just feels right.

Mind you, I've only ever been to France and Spain, but something in my heart is pulling me back there.

It's an early prediction, but if I set my mind to it, it will happen.